So as the title suggests i’ve been having a recurring dream.

Now i’m no expert, but i’m guessing it’s anxiety, or just fact in my case. It’s just the same day over and over again. I go into school to get my results with my friends and my results are bad. Now i don’ mean bad as in like Fs or Es, more like Ds and Cs, (not that cs are bad). But Cs and Ds wont get me into Sixth Form, and it’s too late to apply for college, so if i do get this i have to find a job and won’t be able to go onto futher education.

I know it’s just a dream but it fools me everytime. Everytime i believe it’s results day, everytime i believe i got those results and screwed up my life.

Wanna know what the scary part is? It’s that this could come true. I mean, i don’t think i did well in the exams. The only one i think i did well in was Maths, but that was because it was easy. My paper caters for Cs down to like Fs and stuff.

Maybe i’m just taking this too seriously, but i don’t think i am…

That’s what worries me..